Realization.

Studying abroad has changed my perception of the world in so many ways. Before leaving, I was an ignorant teenager who hated pretty much everything about America. When in reality, I truly know nothing about the country I am privileged to be born in. During my time in Paris, I have met so many amazing people from all over the world, all carrying a special quirk and pride along with them.

I am beginning to realize that each state in the US isn't just a state, but a little nation, each proudly containing their own special identities.




I'm beginning to open my eyes a little wider; I believe.

My 5 year old heart...

On Rue de la Paixe (Road of Peace) there is a dance shop called Repetto. This is where the professional ballerinas purchase their tu-tus and point shoes. My inner child has never been happier.

Fontainebleau.

Today we went hiking.

Six week slump.

Studying abroad.
I never expected to experience such a roller coaster of emotions. I had heard of "home-sickness" and "reverse-homesickness", but I never thought I could experience such a smorgasbord of the two.
A month an a half ago, I was glowing. I had never been that happy in my entire life. My dream of finally stepping off the plane at the Charles de Gaulle airport had finally came true! I wasn't afraid to speak French, I was ready for anything.

However, its official, I've hit the "six week slump". If I could go home tomorrow, I would. How horrible is this!? I don't want to leave the amazing people that I've met. I selfishly want them to come home with me. I could just use a quick Rhody-recharge, and then send me back on my way.

Just like everything, the novelty wore off.



-- I'm sorry for Negative Nancy. Tomorrow is a new day.

The perfect autumn day.

"I don't get scared, I pose." - M.S.

Yesterday, Lee, Alanna, Matt, and I had the brilliant idea of exploring the Catacombs. Although extremely interesting and historic; after seeing the first five minutes of skulls and other bones in carefully placed designs, we had had enough. "After you see one skull, you've seen 'em all," complained a little girl to her mother, who was slowly treading besides us.

However, Detective Alanna did find a skull that had a bullet hole in it.

Can you just imagine being the poor guy who had to place all of those bones into intricately structured walls? I'll pass on that job thanks.

What I've learned about myself and of Paris thus far...

1. At times, Paris seems like a completely different planet from the east coast.
2. Other moments, I have never felt more home.
3. Loud noises after 10 pm is extremely prohibited- I've been yelled at by neighbors for the intensity of my laughter
4. I can make better crêpes than the man down the street.
5. When grocery shopping, don't forget to weigh your produce before checking-out.
6. Always bring a reusable shopping bag when food shopping.
7. Its an extremely small world.
8. I have a lot more pride for being an American than I realized.
9. I want to see so much more of the world.
10. Nothing is opened on Sundays.
11. Paris has some of the most beautiful flower shops in the world.
12. I have never discussed more religion and politics throughout my entire life and with the most eclectic of minds.
13. I miss my dogs.
14. I hate birds.
15. If you need something done, expect to wait.
16. Racism is thrown in your face.
17. People aren't afraid to be themselves- I adore that.
18. Wine is cheaper than juice.
19. I don't know how I have survived thus far without some of these people in my life.
20. French children are chicer than I will ever be.
21. Every time I walk down a street I find something new.
22. Learning a second language is ridiculously hard.
23. I love pretending "to look French"; however, my smile usually gives it away.
24. Parisian open-markets are magnificent.
25. Never go shopping at Les Halles on the weekend. It reminds me of the mall's holiday season at home multiplied by 20.
26. I enjoy skipping the stairs in the metro-- great butt work out.
27. Men literally "meow" at women when walking-by, instead of whistling. They take "cat calling" to new dimensions. I personally do not appreciate it. I might start "barking" back.
28. Skype is such an amazing invention.
29. The espresso here is like no other.
30. But I really miss the ice coffee from my local coffee shop at home.
31. When visiting Paris, you must purchase a sandwich from one of the thousands of boulangeries. No matter where you go, I promise it will be the best sandwich of your life.
32. I still have so much more to learn and to explore...